| I figured because I'm not able to sleep at the normal hours of day that I would try to be productive and write something instead of aimlessly searching around the web. lol mmm, well I've never blogged about a specific person and display it in public before. <---haha that face is cute! lol anywho! I wanted to dedicate this entry to my current boyfriend, Dave Li.
I know how we met wasn't exactly the ideal way of meeting someone, but I don't think I would've changed the way we met.  I know I wasn't the most sober person on my birthday but hey, I JUST turned LEGAL! haha However, I wish that one person wasn't in the picture at the time of our meeting. I think it would've changed a lot...but who knows?...maybe you wouldn't have been interested in me if I didn't have that person around. It's possible that you might have lost interest after a few meetings or so. I guess we'll never know at this point. lol but hmm, I'm glad that you decided to pursue me in the end...even though you knew my situation. without your persistence, I don't think we would be together right now. and for that, I thank you. I'm sorry for everything I've put you through so far especially during winter break. now that I think about it, I was so stupid.  I really do care for you so I don't know why I would do something to hurt you. I also want to apologize for last night. It was selfish and immature of me to do what I did. My heart dropped when I found out you were mad. I absolutely adore you, Jia, and I would never want to hurt you again. You're one of the most influential people in my life and I want to keep you in it for as long as I can. I hope you won't be like one of those people I've encountered who walk in and out of my life as they please. I love you, Jia Li. I would write more but I think I'm starting to fall asleep! haha FINALLY! lol but fail for sleeping at 7:30 in the morning when both my brother and daddy are awake! arghhh but anyways! goodnight, babe. wo ai ni<3
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